Beach Baby | Bon Iver
Tell your lucky one
To know that you’ll leave


i probably actually will have to re-do this year becasue so many things have gone wrong in these exams even though im really really trying. people don’t think im trying but to try has a subjetive meaning. i know if i had more motivation and less of a defeatist attitude that yes i could try harder but i dont have those things and ive really really tried to try harder and i cant. my mind prioritises stupid things and i get distracted and my mind goes blank a lot and i get uncomfortable easily and that makes revision extremely difficult. I could literally cry right now becasue i really really want to do well in these exams but i don’t feel like i’m doing well at all and i can’t stay in this shitty place for another year i need to move on from everything thats happened here but my inability to succeed is stopping me from doing that. I really don’t know how i will cope if i have to stay



“He’s one of those people that’s so completely damaged already. That’s why he was such an amazing, natural actor. There was so much going on underneath. He had seen so much at such a young age that sometimes things were just too painful. You just don’t want any more pain in your life. He had this expressive face that you don’t have if you’ve had a happy-go-lucky life, and he wore it like a badge of honor.”

Haha no i’m not going to be one of those gym clothes people. thanks though :)